urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:oleska_kawaii oleska_kawaii oleska_kawaii 2006-07-01T13:33:43Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:oleska_kawaii:934 2006-07-01T13:33:43Z 2006-07-01T13:33:43Z Depeche Mode-I Feel You God, please forgive me but I can't stand anymore this shit around me<br />I've tried not to be so fastidious but it can't keep on... I don't know what exactly happening around me but it makes me feel like shit. Everything what I loved geting out from me. I can't do things that I used to do, I can't listen ,y favorite music, can't read favorite books. Whaha the hell is happening? Is it adult? I don't whant to be person tham I'm now. I wan't to be just a little girl who loved music and sometimes life thats all but why I should be a grown up with stupid problems which I don't whant to solve!<br />Fuck...Feel myself like peace of shit... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:oleska_kawaii:714 2006-05-10T15:16:32Z 2006-05-10T15:53:51Z Oh...everything turns to shit...<br />I don't know why, but things become more and more bad. When I solve one problem the other appears immidiately. I don't have enough strength of mind to get through it. Sometimes it seems more easy just die...<br />Plus one of my best friends has real problems but I even can't help him... It's like some kind of curse to see how your freind suffers and won't be able to help...<br /><br />p.s. while I was writing this post another bad news came...I think it's the most BAD NEWS for past month...<br />I'm fuckin' angry and disappointed... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:oleska_kawaii:318 2006-05-10T05:04:34Z 2006-05-10T05:04:34Z Day begun from a piece of good news. I hope that the hole day will like this morning. <br />Bit I have to do a lot and I don't want to do anything! Heavens please help me to fight with my lazy!