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Below are the 3 most recent journal entries.

	2006.07.01  20.21 [fuck me and everything you are] God, please forgive me but I can't stand anymore this shit around me I've tried not to be so fastidious but it can't keep on... I don't know what exactly happening around me but it makes me feel like shit. Everything what I loved geting out from me. I can't do things that I used to do, I can't listen ,y favorite music, can't read favorite books. Whaha the hell is happening? Is it adult? I don't whant to be person tham I'm now. I wan't to be just a little girl who loved music and sometimes life thats all but why I should be a grown up with stupid problems which I don't whant to solve! Fuck...Feel myself like peace of shit... Mood: shitty Music: Depeche Mode-I Feel You

	2006.05.10  21.30 [the 2nd] Oh...everything turns to shit... I don't know why, but things become more and more bad. When I solve one problem the other appears immidiately. I don't have enough strength of mind to get through it. Sometimes it seems more easy just die... Plus one of my best friends has real problems but I even can't help him... It's like some kind of curse to see how your freind suffers and won't be able to help... p.s. while I was writing this post another bad news came...I think it's the most BAD NEWS for past month... I'm fuckin' angry and disappointed... Mood: disappointed

	2006.05.10  12.00 [the 1st] Day begun from a piece of good news. I hope that the hole day will like this morning. Bit I have to do a lot and I don't want to do anything! Heavens please help me to fight with my lazy! Mood: sleepy